I had long been anticipating this date. It felt to me that it would be a very special day. The Universe/God and my Angelic self always leave me sighs, clues, inspirations and promptings to follow on my path to self-realization. I try to keep my daily life uneventful and unless for the purpose of healing and insight, my human entanglements must be kept to a minimal, so I do not miss these cues. There have been prior anticipated dates, but the energies and shifts were way too subtle for human perception. Unless it is a physical event, humans are adapted to miss it.
It turned out to be another ordinary day. I went to work and met with nine clients. Each hour was met with many paranormal activities. The room temperature becoming warm, one client described feelings of spaciousness, another felt a sense of peace not felt in a very long time, another reported feeling hopeful despite the recent death of two loved ones. One felt a sense of relief to accept the irreconcilable and another looks forward to sharing her new insight with others.
I closed for the day and headed home. Still feeling a sense of anticipation and after my purification bath and dinner, I settled down for my usual meditation. I had barely closed my eyes, when I saw the fast-moving influx of energy. It looked like my house had been submerge in a body of energy and I thought to myself, this is going to be an interesting night. Within five minutes into my meditation, I felt like a heavy car and there were mechanics working on me. First, they lifted me like a mechanic would raise a vehicle to work under it. Then I saw a peeling away of a layer of myself. Muscle spasms, involuntary eye movements, multiple insertions in the spine, pelvis, feet and brain. Nothing felt painful and I continued to relax, feel and observe. Like a child excited about his first trip to Disney, my mind turned to my Angel self and I asked, is this it?!! Is this the long-awaited transformation? I felt a warm brush across my shoulder, it felt like a smile and a reassurance of what is to come.
For years, I have watched my Angel self-perform incredible feats like Bind demons, opened and closed gateways, release energetic attachments, heal schizophrenia and give messages of hope through me. I have been prompted to organize involvements I did not want to be involved in but later found that the debacle was a teaching and learning opportunity.
Will I ever forget that faithful day in Bhutan, as I stood on the bridge to Punakha, when the Dragon lifted out of the twin rivers, towering high for 200 feet, acknowledging me. There were celebrations of welcome as I slept in my hotel room. There were many beings, strange looking but so positive and loving holding my hands and whispering with excitement. I can only guess that they saw what the humans didn’t, —my Angel self.
About two years ago, I had a warm conversation with my dearly departed friend Ria. As I thanked her for extending her support for my career, she smiled and replied—No Khadijat, I have learned much from you. You have the right teaching. Looking out into the office were thousands of Orbs and Spirits waiting their turn to walk through the door, I said to Ria, its time, and I pointed at the doorway to the spirit realms to be received by the angels.
I wish to share more but I shrug my shoulders at the thought of a wider audience. Until Telepathy becomes a gift shared by all humans, it will remain a blessing and curse. I am happy to go where God will have me and I do not control the Angel self, she knows what to say and what to do and I rest in her comfort. The world does not need another prophet!! There are millions of them on Facebook, YouTube and tik tok! It feels like an understatement when the Bible said that many will come in His name and there will be many false prophets in the end times.
I tell my angel self that the humans in their ego do not have an accurate assessment of themselves nor others and will follow the dark pretending to be light. The only way humans will recognize the truth is to physically see it. You will have to make yourself VISIBLE to the blind man. This would be the activation of the great union of 2-22-2022 and beyond.
In the meantime, I wait without waiting.